The Lady

Adeline Ng.
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Friday, June 26, 2009

I aint happy at all , im really not ..


i was pretendinq. I dont lie but sometimes i pretend . im sick of this . I wanna reach out to u too , but i dont wanna hurt u agn..
There also seems like another person that can replace me . I have no rights to make u choose who u are with but i cant seem to help it .
This helpless feeling .. Pls understand , i cannot tell you coz i dont know how to tell u . Trust me , nobody is gonna be better ..
You left a big impression on me and i am not able to erase it yet . I dont have the heart nor the capacity to love smeone else agn . I never told anyone this , kept it to myself once agn . I try to take my mind of you but the bottled up feelings just exploded within me and they turned into tears when i sleep at night . Dont get me wrong , i didnt tell u not because of i didnt trust u . I trust you with all my heart and all my friends as well . They are very precious to me . Putting on a facade , trying to plaster a smile on my face everytime i go out . It seems easy and all but its tiring as well .. And very soon you will be leaving S'pore and i really dont know how i am gonna deal with it . I dont want you to go , i really dont , but its for your future and i feel like i shud just let u go on ahead . 28 July is coming and i mark it on my calender . I already prepared something for u but are you free to collect it from me ? I really wanna give it to you .. I promised alot of things to you , promised i will be happy and all but seems like i cannot fulfil that , sadly. I miss the old times , miss our old laughter and jokes , miss all our fights , miss all the time we were together . But now all i am left are just memories of the sad past ..